I feel obligated to update journal entries every once in a while 8) I hope everyone is doing well!
Because I know everyone is wondering: House finale made me sob. I can't watch the reruns because I get all heartbroken again and want to cry. Shut up, 8 years of my life were sunk into that show, and good or bad it was/is my favorite show ;w;
NEW: I'm trying to be a cool kid now and have joined Tumblr =U If you want to stalk me there, I'm known as Chazztastical 8D [link]
I reblog a lot of random / fandom / animals / quotes / pictures. If you're into that, follow me damn it.
ART: I've been drawing a lot! 8D It feels so good, just flipping through pages and pages of [mostly] nonsense! I haven't finished anything, and most of it is OCs or dragons, but I may post something in the coming months 8) Actually, scratch that, I'll be posting something as it's Kyuu's 1/2 Bday soon 8D That and I need to start up on Sam's Big Ship Challenge again because of reasons.
Does everyone know I'm open to ideas / requests? I don't promise finishing / doing / remembering it, but you guys/gals are awesome and have more ideas than I could ever dream of x)
PETS: Whiskey, who is now 2.5 yrs old, is officially the tiniest cat in the house XD She fits easily on your hand and is just under 7 lbs, which I verified with a vet trip this week is perfectly normal for her body build. Nikkie just turned 1 in April and she's just a long / muscular cat [who's a big whiny baby the others pick on]. And Lexi is turning 1 next month and is heavier than both of them. I saw a photo of her mom and now know she's part Ragdoll 8) Which I was leaning towards anyway because they told me she was a Himalayan, but I knew that was wrong just by looking at her. She's heavy as shit, likes to just lay around on us / the floor, and eats a ton... she's my potato <3
My precious collection of runts~
JOB: I feel like I've hit a dead end. Everyone tells me how awesome I am and how I am the bestest ever compared to my peers... but I've applied for 2 promotions and been turned down for both )8 Then they instead promote people who have NO idea how to do the job, aren't doing that great, don't communicate [quickly or well], and I have to step up and help them out. I don't mind training someone, I don't mind helping someone, I don't mind not being promoted because I still need to develop some key skills, and I definitely don't mind being the 'expert' people turn to because they're new to the position, BUT WHAT I DO MIND IS BEING TOLD I'M FUCKING GREAT AND THEN BEING PASSED OVER FOR IDIOTS WHO I NOW HAVE TO DO PART OF THEIR JOB FOR BECAUSE IT'S BEEN 3 MONTHS AND THEY STILL DON'T GET IT.
And I hate this new guy who thinks he's my boss and I do ALL his fucking work and he presents it as his own. Actually, I do most of the work for everyone, but at least they say Thank You This guy just takes the work and stamps his name on it. Fucking dick.
)8 I've talked over these points with my boss and mentor, they've given me some great ways to work through it all and how to think things over differently so that I don't stress so much over it, but I've come to the point where I'm secretly looking at job posts. I don't want to leave, but I've hit that point where I'm fed up with the redundancy. Everyone knowns I want something new and that I'm open to relocation [departments and geography], but I keep hitting roadblocks and I come home depressed practically every day because of how boring and mindless my job is.
Ugh, maybe I'll go back to school for something and jump fields all together.
THE END. Thanks for stopping by, sorry for the emo/rant-like ending, I don't know what else to fill these entries up with though x'D
Stamps: [link] [which I can't update/fix because of lack of subscription ;w; ]
To Do [at some point... maybe] List: [link]
OTP/3s! [Warning: YRE Inc. is not responsible for brain damage caused by CRACK pairings]: [link]
My Gnomies: [link]
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